your. SMILE(:

Falling out, with two people thats very close to me. Feeling aint right, feeling aint good. The unsettling feeling it like acid bubbling in the pit of my stomach. Its a tiring feeling, having to yeah well. Guilt of course develops quickly, nothing i can do now. Right now, i just dont want to do anything yet. Sometimes, people get tired of playing the nice guy. Sometimes there may be a limit to a person's patience. Sometimes, it may just get too weary for a person to handle another negative feeling towards her in a short period of 2 days. Its not an excuse, perhaps asking for a person's understanding is hard, especially when tht person doesnt have a clue wht has happened to you recently. Yeah it just boils down to my fault again. I need to try harder, to be more understanding as well. I'm dying for things to be right again. Hpefully anger will fade away soon from the people i've offended, directly or indirectly.
Walked to Vivo today. Alone. Treat it as gd exercise i guess. Haha hmm. Felt btr after that, must say thankyou for the money LENT and spent on me for lunch and trip back home :D Marche-d. Haaaaa second time in my life. Cool cool. Again, many thanks for the company and the ears lent. Or else i wouldnt have knw what to do, maybe crying in some corner and starving my ass off because i cannot go home, because some other really nice person doesnt even want to lend me sixty cents for a bus trip. But i'm not pissed nor upset, just affected. Okay i'm tired, physically and mentally. Shall sleep alrdy!